I remember seeing it for the first time in the early 80's as a small child and thinking it was the weirdest looking building I'd ever seen. At that time it was painted a horrible aquamarine, with a silver/purple stripe meandering along its west side. Was it already the Big Bop then, or still a strip club? Those glass cubes in the windows scream 80's as well.
I too have mixed feelings about this. I spent many, many nights in there, enjoying various live shows and events (everything from metal concerts to dark raves, to fetish nights). It was practically ground zero for various subcultures, and very important for filling that much needed role. But boy was it ever a totally neglected dump. The inside was even more dilapidated than the outside, if you can believe it. I don't think the slightest bit of upkeep was done since probably the early 80's, or even earlier, and for a place that saw hundreds of people come through the doors every weekend and take a lot of abuse, it really showed, and the washrooms are probably the most disgusting ones I've ever seen in this city apart from the Sanctuary and Lee's Palace. I honestly felt gross every time I was in there, and wished they would at least fix it up a little bit now and then.
But the place is a lovable dump, one full of great memories for just about anyone who felt alienated by mainstream culture. It's a sad displacement. The Queen and Bathurst area has been bustling with activity and nightlife for a very long time, and it's gradually becoming a sterilized dead zone. Another famous dump where alternative types happily congregated, the Funhaus, closed last year and is now the second floor of a *YAWN* Shoppers Drug Mart. The Queenshead pub became an ugly Tim Hortons. Rok Boutique closed. Savage Garden, Toronto's only remaining club dedicated exclusively to goth music, closed last year. Cameron House is now being sold. There's a rumour that Velvet Underground will also be closing next year. Can the legendary Bovine Sex Club be far behind at this point? I suppose the Hideout is keeping the spirit alive temporarily, and some might point to the success of Tattoo Rock Parlour, but let's face it, that's a place where 905 type phoneys go to pretend that they're "edgy" - you'll never see real rockers set foot in there.
What made Queen and Bathurst so great was the critical mass of options one had in the area - it really was the "Clubland" for freaks (I don't mean that in a derogatory manner). Where will the alternative crowd find a venue, (much less a whole area) of this size now? Where will this scene migrate to? I suppose further west on Queen in Parkdale is the next logical destination, and there seem to be slight footholds taking place on Dundas west of Bathurst, but to have it spread around will probably just erode it further...