In my opinion, to have no evidence and to say a higher power exists is loony and I agree
The source is however Curiosity of the unknown or of the unexplainable (at this current moment
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Really the question really goes down to is what was before the big bang. That is the only mysterious thing right now (apart from the Afterlife). There is no solid evidence in any direction, so as of this current moment there is no harm in saying there was NOTHING BEFORE! Or saying There is some force at work here!!!!
I believe the world was created like the Big Bang theory suggests. However I then think about what was before and of this moment I am leaning towards the supernatural. Why, because it interesting however I will change my view when Science discovers a more logical answer.
You need to chill out, and stop going after those have are not hardcore atheists like you. I have slowly getting convinced, however some key questions are left and until then...